So my whole childhood life all I ever wanted to be was a doctor, no other career even crossed my mind. By the time I got to college I was so burnt out by working several jobs at a time and going to school at the same time that I decided I was DONE with putting in that much effort. Of course, being lazy and medical school just don't mix...or at least, they shouldn't. Although I'm not convinced every medical professional feels that way.
By the end of this week I will have been either to a doctor, a dentist, or a therapist's office 9 times over the course of the past 2 weeks. 9 times!! (Only 1 of those being for myself!) I am so sick of going to appointments I could just puke. You'd think I'd be used to it by now with all the crap we've had to do for Ryen over the past 5 years...but I while I'd been quite annoyed at times I hadn't gone over the edge until now. I honestly never want to step foot in a medical office ever again. I think I might scream at someone the next time they tell me I have to bring in one of my kids for an appointment. If they aren't dead or close to it I just might not (same goes for myself).
Which might actually be a problem considering my oldest child isn't looking very likely to live through the summer. Oh, did I say that out loud?
I did it!!!
5 years ago